Psychology

Ndinanena kuti mu April ku Thailand ndinachita mopusa kuti ndichiritse munthu wokonda mankhwala osokoneza bongo. Komanso, panthawi yovuta kwambiri yoyamba, pamene anali atangoganiza zochotsa heroin ndipo zinali zovuta kwa iye. Ndinayenera kukhala naye kwa nthawi yayitali kuti ndimuchotseretu.

Ndinkachita masewera olimbitsa thupi kamodzi pafupifupi tsiku lililonse. Andrei adanena kuti akuwoneka kuti adasweka ndi magulu awiri omwe amakhala mwa iye. Ndinawatcha kuti White ndi Black. M’maŵa, tinkalankhula ndi magulu onse aŵiri motsatizana. Inde, inali yoipa kwambiri kuposa bwalo lililonse la zisudzo zoopsa. Ngati Cherny adalankhula, adalira, adanyengerera, adawopseza, adamenya nkhondo movutikira. Ndakhala ndikusunga nthawi. Mphindi 10 mbali imodzi, 10 ina. Ndipo kotero kangapo. Masiku oyambirira Black anali wamphamvu kwambiri. Kenako pang'onopang'ono White anayamba kupeza mphamvu. Kwinakwake mu sabata mphamvu zawo zinali zofanana. Kenako Bely anayamba kukhudzika mtima kwambiri. Chinthu chachikulu ndi chakuti pambuyo pa «zokambirana» Andrey anakhala bata. Pamene munthu ali ndi maganizo, amafunikira kutulutsa, mwayi wodziyang'ana kunja - izi ndizochita zolimbitsa thupi kwambiri. Apa mapindu a masewerawa anali owonekera.

Ndinalimbikitsanso thandizo la Bely. Ndinagula chithumwa ndikuchiyika pa dzanja la Andrey, ndikuyika mnyamatayo m'maganizo ndikunena kuti ichi ndi chithandizo chachikulu. Amapereka mphamvu ndikuteteza ku kuukira kwa Black. Kwa masiku angapo, Andrey anali ndi maloto omwe Cherny ankafuna kuti agwire dzanja lake ndi chithumwa.

Komanso, izi, zidapezeka, zinalinso gestalt, tidachita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Komanso kuwonjezera mphamvu ya White.

Ine ndi Andrei tinayima kumbuyo chakumbuyo, ndipo ndi maso otsekedwa adabwereza mawu awa pambuyo panga:

Tili limodzi.

Sindili ndekha.

Pamodzi ndife mphamvu.

Mphamvu zazikulu.

Titha kuchita chilichonse!

Tikupita patsogolo!

Palibe kukaikira!

Palibe ma alarm!

Njira yathu ndi yomveka.

TILI LIMODZI.

Ndife mphamvu!

Ndikudziwa zimenezo.

Ndimakhulupirira.

Ndichita

Sindili ndekha!

Panali zolimbitsa thupi ndi maluwa, zinthu. Duwa, linakhala oleander, iyi ndi nkhani yosiyana, ndipo ndilemba padera, chodabwitsa ndi chakuti msonkhano ndi iye unachitika, monga ndanenera, mwangozi. Malingalirowo anali pomwepo mu dzina la oleander. Bambo ankafuna kutchula mwana wake Oleg, ndi mayi ake Andrei. Dzina la duwa ndi oleander. Mystic, ndipo kokha. Tinkachezanso kawirikawiri ndi duwalo. Kusintha munthu ku zinthu zina kumapereka masomphenya odabwitsa a mkhalidwewo.

Tinalankhulanso ndi mzimu, tinachita zinthu zambiri. Tsopano ndidziwa kuti inali gestalt. Zinthu zabwino, moona mtima! Ntchito.

Siyani Mumakonda