Emilia Clarke: 'Ndili ndi mwayi wokhala ndi moyo'

Ndimakonda machitidwe ake - ofewa, koma mwanjira yokhazikika. Kutsimikiza kumawerengedwanso m'maso ake owoneka bwino amtundu wowoneka bwino - wobiriwira, wabuluu, komanso wofiirira nthawi yomweyo. Kuuma - mu mawonekedwe ozungulira-wosalala a nkhope yokongola, yofanana ndi chidole. Chidaliro chodekha - mumayendedwe. Ndipo ma dimples omwe amawonekera pamasaya ake akamwetulira nawonso amakhala osatsimikizika - amakhala ndi chiyembekezo.

Chithunzi chonse cha Amy, ndipo akufunsa kuti amutchule mwanjira imeneyo ("posachedwa komanso popanda ma pathos"), ndikutsimikizira moyo. Iye ndi mmodzi wa iwo amene apambana, amene sataya mtima, amene amapeza njira yotulukira, ndipo ngati kuli kofunikira, khomo. Ali ndi kumwetulira kwakukulu padziko lonse lapansi, manja ang'onoang'ono, osawoneka bwino, nsidze zomwe sizimadziwa ma tweezers, ndi zovala zomwe zimawoneka ngati zachibwana - osati chifukwa chaubwana wake, ndithudi: jeans yonyezimira, bulawuti wamaluwa apinki ndi mabala a buluu a ballet okhala ndi mauta achifundo. .

Iye akuusa moyo mwachibwana pamene akuyang'ana zodabwitsa za fifio-clock-o-clock zomwe zimaperekedwa ku malo odyera ku hotelo ya Beverly Hills ku Britain - zipatso zonse zouma ndi masiwiti a zipatso, zonona zoundana kwambiri, masangweji ang'onoang'ono owoneka bwino, komanso jamu wokoma. “O, sindingathe ngakhale kuyang’ana pa izi,” anadandaula motero Amy. "Ndimanenepa ndikungoyang'ana croissant!" Ndiyeno molimba mtima akuwonjezera kuti: “Koma zilibe kanthu.”

Apa mtolankhani afunse kuti, vuto ndi chiyani kwa Amy. Koma ndikudziwa kale, ndithudi. Ndiiko komwe, posachedwapa anauza dziko lapansi zimene zinam’chitikira ndi zimene wakhala akubisa kwa zaka zambiri. Simungachoke pamutu wachisoni uwu ... Amy amatsutsana ndi ine za tanthauzo ili.

Emilia Clarke: Wachisoni? Chifukwa chiyani zachisoni? M'malo mwake, ndi nkhani yabwino kwambiri. Zomwe zidachitika komanso zomwe zidandichitikira zidandipangitsa kuzindikira momwe ndiliri wokondwa komanso mwayi. Ndipo zonsezi, dziwani, sizidalira konse kuti ndine ndani, chomwe ndili, kaya ndili ndi luso. Zili ngati chikondi cha amayi - chilinso chopanda malire. Pano ndatsala ndi moyo popanda zikhalidwe zilizonse. Ngakhale gawo limodzi mwa magawo atatu a onse omwe adapulumuka kuphulika kwa ubongo wa aneurysm amafa nthawi yomweyo. Theka - patapita nthawi. Ambiri amakhalabe olumala. Ndipo ndinapulumuka kawiri, koma tsopano ndili bwino. Ndipo ndikumva chikondi cha amayi ichi chomwe chinabwera kwa ine kuchokera kwinakwake. Sindikudziwa kuti.

Psychology: Kodi zinakupangitsani kumva ngati mwasankhidwa? Kupatula apo, iwo omwe apulumutsidwa mozizwitsa amakhala ndi yesero lotere, lamalingaliro ...

Kupindika? Inde, katswiri wa zamaganizo anandichenjeza. Komanso zakuti anthu otere amakhala ndi malingaliro akuti nyanja yafika m'mawondo kwa iwo ndipo Chilengedwe chili kumapazi awo. Koma mukudziwa, chondichitikira changa ndi chosiyana. Sindinathawe, adandipulumutsa ... Mayi uja wa ku kalabu imodzi yamasewera ndi ine, yemwe adamva mawu achilendo kuchokera mchipinda cham'chimbudzi - nditayamba kudwala, chifukwa mutu wanga udandipweteka kwambiri, ndidamva kuphulika kwaubongo, kwenikweni…

Madokotala ochokera ku chipatala cha Whitington, komwe ndinabweretsedwa ku kalabu yamasewera ... Anazindikira nthawi yomweyo kuti mtsempha wamagazi wosweka wa chimodzi mwa ziwiyazo ndi kukha magazi kwa subarachnoid - mtundu wa sitiroko pamene magazi amawunjikana pakati pa nembanemba za ubongo. Madokotala ochita opaleshoni ku National Center for Neurology ku London, omwe anandichita maopaleshoni atatu okwana atatu, imodzi mwa maopaleshoni otseguka ubongo ...

Amayi, amene anandigwira dzanja kwa miyezi isanu, zikuoneka kuti sanagwirepo dzanja langa chonchi paubwana wanga wonse. Bambo amene ankanena nthano zoseketsa pamene ine ndinali wovutika maganizo kwambiri nditatha opaleshoni yachiŵiri. Mnzanga wapamtima Lola, amene anabwera ku chipatala changa pamene ine aphasia - kukumbukira lapses, kulankhula disorganization - kuphunzitsa kukumbukira wanga pamodzi buku la Shakespeare, Ine kamodzi ndinamudziwa pafupifupi ndi mtima.

Mchimwene wanga - ali wamkulu kuposa ine chaka chimodzi ndi theka - yemwe, pambuyo pa opareshoni yanga yoyamba, adanena motsimikiza komanso mwankhanza, ndipo sanazindikire momwe zimamvekera zopusa: "Ngati simuchira, ndikuphani! » Ndipo anamwino ndi malipiro awo ochepa komanso kukoma mtima kwakukulu ...

Sindinapulumutsidwe. Adandipulumutsa - anthu, komanso achindunji. Osati Mulungu, osati chisamaliro, osati mwayi. Anthu. Ndine wosangalatsa kwambiri mwayi. Sikuti aliyense ali ndi mwayi. Ndipo ndili moyo. Ngakhale kuti nthawi zina ndinkafuna kufa. Pambuyo pa opaleshoni yoyamba, pamene ndinayamba aphasia. Namwino, poyesa kufufuza mkhalidwe wa wodwalayo, anandifunsa dzina langa lonse. Dzina langa la pasipoti ndi Emilia Isobel Euphemia Rose Clark. Sindinakumbukire dzina lonse ... Koma moyo wanga wonse udalumikizidwa ndi kukumbukira ndi zolankhula, chilichonse chomwe ndimafuna kukhala ndipo ndidayamba kale kukhala!

Izi zidachitika nyengo yoyamba ya Game of Thrones itajambulidwa. Ndinali ndi zaka 24. Koma ndinkafuna kufa ... ndinayesa kulingalira za moyo wamtsogolo, ndipo ... sizinali zoyenera kukhala ndi moyo kwa ine. Ndine wosewera ndipo ndiyenera kukumbukira gawo langa. Ndipo ndimafunikira masomphenya ozungulira pa siteji ndi pa siteji ... Kamodzi pambuyo pake ndinakhala ndi mantha, mantha. Ndinkangofuna kuti ndimasulidwe. Kuti izi zithe…

Pamene opareshoni yaing'ono invasive kuti neutralize aneurysm yachiwiri sanapambane - ine ndinadzuka pambuyo opaleshoni ndi ululu woopsa, chifukwa magazi anayamba ndipo kunali koyenera kutsegula chigaza ... Pamene chirichonse chinkawoneka kuti chatha kale bwino ndipo tinali ndi Game of Thrones. ku Comic Con 'e, chochitika chachikulu kwambiri m'makampani azoseketsa komanso zongopeka, ndipo ndidatsala pang'ono kukomoka chifukwa cha mutu ...

Ndipo simunaganizire mwayi wokhala ndi moyo, koma osakhala wosewera?

Inu muma! Sindinaganizepo za izi - kwa ine ndizosatheka! Tinkakhala ku Oxford, abambo anali mainjiniya omveka, amagwira ntchito ku London, m'malo owonetserako zisudzo zosiyanasiyana, adapanga nyimbo zodziwika bwino ku West End - Chicago, West Side Story. Ndipo ananditengera ku rehearsals. Ndipo apo - fungo la fumbi ndi zodzoladzola, phokoso pa kabati, kunong'ona mu mdima ... Dziko limene akuluakulu kulenga zozizwitsa.

Ndili ndi zaka zinayi, bambo anga anatenga ine ndi mchimwene wanga kupita nawo ku boti loimba la Show Boat, pafupi ndi gulu loyandama la zisudzo lomwe limayendayenda ku Mississippi. Ndinali mwana waphokoso komanso watsiku, koma kwa maora awiriwo ndinakhala osasunthika, ndipo m’manja mwanga utayamba, ndinalumphira pampando ndi kuwomba m’manja, ndikuugunda.

Ndipo ndi zimenezo. Kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, ndinkangofuna kukhala katswiri wa zisudzo. Palibe china chomwe chidaganiziridwanso. Monga munthu wozoloŵerana kwambiri ndi dziko lino, atate sanakondwere ndi chosankha changa. Ochita zisudzo ndi a neurotic omwe alibe ntchito mopitilira muyeso, adalimbikira. Ndipo amayi anga - nthawi zonse amagwira ntchito mubizinesi ndipo mwanjira ina amangoganiza kuti sindinali mu gawoli - adanditsimikizira ndikaweruka kusukulu ndi zopanga za ana kuti ndipume kwa chaka. Ndiko kuti, osalowa m'bwalo lamasewera nthawi yomweyo, yang'anani pozungulira.

Ndipo ndinagwira ntchito yoperekera zakudya kwa chaka chimodzi, ndikunyamula katundu ku Thailand ndi India. Ndipo komabe adalowa ku London Center for Dramatic Art, komwe adaphunzira zambiri za iye. Maudindo a ngwazi nthawi zonse ankapita kwa anzake a m’kalasi aatali, oonda, osinthasintha, atsitsi losapiririka. Ndipo kwa ine - udindo wa mayi wachiyuda mu "Dzuka ndi kuwala." Ndizomvetsa chisoni kuti simunandimve ndikuyankhula ngati azakhali aku Bronx! Ndinaseweranso madona akale. Ndipo gnomes pa matinees ana.

Ndipo palibe amene akanadziwiratu kuti munakonzedweratu kukhala Woyera Chipale! Ndikutanthauza Daenerys Targaryen mu Game of Thrones.

Ndipo choyamba, ine! Kenako ndidafuna kusewera pachinthu chofunikira, chofunikira. Maudindo ofunikira kukumbukira. Ndipo kotero ndi gnomes womangidwa. Koma ndinayenera kulipira nyumba ku London, ndipo ndinagwira ntchito mu malo oitanira anthu, mu zovala za zisudzo, zomwe zimatsogolera mu «Sitolo pa sofa», ndizowopsa. Ndipo wosamalira mumyuziyamu yachitatu. Ntchito yanga yayikulu inali kuuza alendo kuti: "Chimbudzi chili kutsogolo komanso kumanja."

Koma tsiku lina wothandizira wanga anandiimbira foni kuti: “Siya ntchito zako zaganyu, bwerani ku studio mawa mudzajambule ziwonetsero ziwiri pavidiyo. Ndikuyimbira foni mndandanda waukulu wa HBO, muyenera kuyesa, tumizani imelo. " Ndikuwerenga za blonde wamtali, woonda, wokongola. Ndimaseka mokweza, ndikuyitana wothandizira: "Gene, ukutsimikiza kuti ndiyenera kubwera? Kodi mukukumbukira momwe ndimawonekera, mumasokoneza ndi makasitomala anu? Ndine wamtali 157 cm, ndine wonenepa komanso pafupifupi wabulauni.

Ananditonthoza: "woyendetsa ndege" wokhala ndi njira yayitali ya blonde watembenuza kale olemba, tsopano amene adzasewera, osati omwe akuwoneka, adzachita. Ndipo ine ndinaitanidwa ku audition yomaliza ku Los Angeles.

Pamene ndinali kuyembekezera nthawi yanga, ndinayesera kuti ndisayang'ane mozungulira: ma blondes aatali, osinthasintha, okongola mosadziwika bwino ankadutsa nthawi zonse. Ndidasewera magawo atatu ndikuwona nkhope za mabwanawo zikuwonekera. Anafunsa kuti: Kodi pali chinanso chimene ndingachite? David (David Benioff - m'modzi mwa omwe adayambitsa Game of Thrones. - Approx. ed.) adati: "Kodi mudzavina?" Chabwino sindinakufunseni kuti muyimbe ...

Nthawi yomaliza ndinayimba pagulu ndili ndi zaka 10, pamene abambo anga, mokakamizidwa, ananditengera ku audition ya nyimbo za "Girl for Goodbye" ku West End. Ndimakumbukirabe momwe panthawi yomwe ndinkasewera anaphimba nkhope yake ndi manja ake! Ndipo kuvina ndikosavuta. Ndipo ine incendiary ankavina nkhuku, amene ine ankaimba matinees. Ndikuganiza kuti opanga adakumana ndi zododometsa zachikhalidwe. Ndipo ndinadabwa pamene ndinavomerezedwa.

Munali woyamba ndipo munachita bwino kwambiri. Anakusinthani bwanji?

Mukuwona, mu ntchito iyi, zopanda pake zimabwera ndi ntchito. Mukakhala otanganidwa, pamene mukufunika. Ndichiyeso chodzipenyerera nthawi zonse kudzera m'maso mwa anthu komanso atolankhani. Zimakhala ngati zamisala kukayikira momwe mumawonekera… Ndikunena zoona, zinali zovuta kuti ndimvetse zomwe ndinali maliseche - pofunsa mafunso komanso pa intaneti. Kodi mukukumbukira kuti chochitika chofunika kwambiri cha Daenerys mu nyengo yoyamba ndi imene iye ali maliseche kwathunthu? Ndipo anzako amandinena monga: umasewera ngati mkazi wamphamvu, koma umagwiritsa ntchito chiwerewere chako… Zinandipweteka.

Koma munawayankha?

Inde. Chinachake chonga ichi: "Ndi amuna angati omwe ndikufunika kupha kuti munditengere kuti ndine wachikazi?" Koma intaneti inali yoipitsitsa. Ndemanga zotere… Ndimadana nazo kuziganizira. Kuti ndine wonenepa ndi chinthu chofewa kwambiri. Zoyipa kwambiri zinali zongoganizira za ine, zomwe owonera achimuna adanena mopanda manyazi mu ndemanga zawo ... Kujambula nyengo yachiwiri kunali kuzunzika chabe. Ndinkangokhalira kugwira ntchito, koma tsiku lililonse, kusintha kulikonse, mphindi iliyonse ndimaganiza kuti ndikufa. Ndinadzimva wosimidwa…

Ngati ine ndasintha, ndicho chifukwa chokha. Nthawi zambiri, ndidaseka kuti aneurysms adandikhudza kwambiri - amamenya kukoma kwa amuna. Ndinaziseka. Koma kwenikweni, tsopano sindisamala momwe ndimaonekera pamaso pa munthu. Kuphatikizapo amuna. Ndinabera imfa kawiri, tsopano zimangotengera momwe ndimagwiritsira ntchito moyo.

Kodi ndi chifukwa chake tsopano mwaganiza zolankhula zakuchitikirani? Ndi iko komwe, kwa zaka zonsezi, nkhani zomwe zikanatenga masamba oyamba amasamba mozizwitsa sizinalowemo.

Inde, chifukwa tsopano nditha kuthandiza anthu amene anakumanapo ndi vuto lomweli. Ndipo kuchita nawo thumba la SameYou Charity ("Zonse chimodzimodzi inu"), zimathandiza anthu omwe avulala muubongo ndikuthandizira kafukufuku m'derali.

Koma kukhala chete kwa zaka 7 ndi kulankhula kokha pamaso ambiri analengeza amasonyeza ya nyengo yotsiriza ya «Masewera ...». Chifukwa chiyani? Wosuliza anganene kuti: njira yabwino yotsatsa.

Ndipo musakhale wosuliza. Kukhala wosuliza nthawi zambiri kumakhala kupusa. Kodi Game of Thrones ikufunikanso kulengeza? Koma ndinakhala chete, inde, chifukwa cha iye - sindinkafuna kuwononga polojekitiyi, kuti ndidzikope ndekha.

Munati tsopano simusamala momwe mumaonekera pamaso pa amuna. Koma ndizodabwitsa kumva kuchokera kwa mayi wazaka 32! Makamaka popeza zakale zanu zimalumikizidwa ndi amuna anzeru ngati Richard Madden ndi Seth MacFarlane (Madden ndi wosewera waku Britain, mnzake wa Clarke pa Game of Thrones; MacFarlane ndi wochita sewero, wopanga komanso wolemba sewero, yemwe tsopano ndi m'modzi mwa otsogola ku United States) …

Monga mwana amene anakulira ndi makolo osangalala, m’banja losangalala, ndithudi, sindingathe kulingalira kuti ndilibe anga. Koma mwanjira ina izi nthawi zonse zimakhala patsogolo panga, m'tsogolo ... zimangokhalira kuti ... ntchito ndi moyo wanga. Ndiyeno… Pamene ine ndi Seth tinathetsa chibwenzi chathu, ndinapanga lamulo laumwini. Ndiko kuti, adabwereka kuchokera kwa wojambula wina wodabwitsa. Alinso ndi chidule cha iye - BNA. Kodi «palibenso zisudzo» zikutanthauza chiyani?

Chifukwa chiyani?

Chifukwa maubale amasokonekera pazifukwa zopusa, zopusa, zachigawenga. Mu bizinesi yathu, izi zimatchedwa «ndandandamkangano» - zisudzo awiri nthawi zonse osiyana ntchito ndi kujambula ndandanda, nthawi zina m'mayiko osiyanasiyana. Ndipo ndikufuna kuti ubale wanga usadalire pamalingaliro opanda mzimu, koma pa ine ndi amene ndimamukonda.

Ndipo si kuti mwana wa makolo osangalala ali ndi zofunika kwambiri kwa okondedwa ndi maubwenzi?

Uwu ndi mutu wapadera komanso wowawa kwa ine ... Bambo anga anamwalira zaka zitatu zapitazo ndi khansa. Tinkagwirizana kwambiri, sanali nkhalamba. Ndinkaganiza kuti adzakhala pafupi nane kwa zaka zambiri. Ndipo iye sali. Ndinkachita mantha kwambiri ndi imfa yake. Ndinapita ku chipatala chake kuchokera kujambula kwa «Game ...» - kuchokera ku Hungary, ku Iceland, ku Italy. Kumeneko ndi kumbuyo, maola awiri m'chipatala - tsiku limodzi lokha. Zinali ngati ndikuyesera ndi izi, ndi maulendo apandege, kumunyengerera kuti akhalebe ...

Sindingathe kuvomereza imfa yake, ndipo mwachiwonekere sindidzatero. Ndimalankhula naye yekha, ndikubwereza ma aphorisms ake, omwe anali mbuye. Mwachitsanzo: "musakhulupirire omwe ali ndi TV m'nyumba yomwe imatenga malo ambiri kuposa mabuku." Mwinamwake, ndingathe kuyang'ana mosazindikira munthu wa makhalidwe ake, kukoma mtima kwake, mlingo wake wa kundimvetsetsa. Ndipo ndithudi sindidzachipeza - sizingatheke. Chifukwa chake ndimayesetsa kuzindikira zakusazindikira ndipo, ngati zili zowononga, ndikuzigonjetsa.

Mwaona, ndinadutsa m’mavuto ambiri aubongo. Ndikudziwa motsimikiza: ubongo umatanthawuza zambiri.

ZINTHU ZITATU ZOKONDA KWA EMILIA CLARK

Kusewera mu zisudzo

Emilia Clarke, yemwe adadziwika ndi mndandanda komanso adasewera mu blockbusters Han Solo: Star Wars. Nkhani «ndi» Terminator: Genesis «, maloto a ... akusewera mu zisudzo. Pakalipano, zomwe zinamuchitikira ndizochepa: kuchokera kuzinthu zazikulu - kokha «Chakudya cham'mawa ku Tiffany's kutengera sewero la Truman Capote pa Broadway. Seweroli linazindikiridwa ndi otsutsa komanso anthu kuti silinapambane kwenikweni, koma ... "Koma zisudzo ndi chikondi changa! - Ammayi akuvomereza. - Chifukwa zisudzo si za wojambula, osati wotsogolera. Ndi za omvera! Mmenemo, munthu wamkulu ndi iye, kukhudzana kwanu ndi iye, kusinthana kwa mphamvu pakati pa siteji ndi omvera.

Vesti Instagram (bungwe lochita zinthu monyanyira loletsedwa ku Russia)

Clarke ali ndi otsatira pafupifupi 20 miliyoni pa Instagram (bungwe lochita zinthu monyanyira loletsedwa ku Russia). Ndipo mofunitsitsa amagawana nawo zosangalatsa, ndipo nthawi zina zinsinsi. Inde, zithunzi izi ndi kamnyamata kakang'ono ndi ndemanga monga "Ndinayesetsa kwambiri kuti ndigone godson wanga kuti ndigone pamaso pake" akukhudza. Koma mithunzi iwiri pamchenga woyera, idaphatikizidwa ndikupsompsonana, ndi mawu akuti "Tsiku lobadwa ili ndidzalikumbukiradi" - panali chidziwitso chachinsinsi. Koma popeza chithunzi chomwecho chikuwonekera pa tsamba la wotsogolera Charlie McDowell, mwana wa wojambula wotchuka Malcolm McDowell, mapeto ake adadziwonetsera okha. Tangoganizani iti?

play nyimbo

Ngati mungalembe "Clark + chitoliro" pakufufuza kwa Google, yankho lidzakhala losakayikira: Ian Clark ndi woimba komanso woimba nyimbo wotchuka waku Britain. Koma inenso ndine Clark, ndipo ndimakonda kuyimba chitoliro chimodzimodzi,” Emilia akuusa moyo. - Only, mwatsoka, ine sindiri wotchuka, koma chinsinsi, conspiratorial flutist. Ndili mwana, ndinaphunzira kuimba piyano komanso gitala. Ndipo kwenikweni, ine ndikudziwa momwe. Koma koposa zonse ndimakonda - pa chitoliro. Koma palibe amene akudziwa kuti ndine. Kuganiza kuti ndikumvetsera nyimbo. Ndipo pali wina wabodza!