Kwa zaka zisanu ndi zitatu, Samantha Dorricot wazaka 44 wataya atsikana ake onse. Anamwalira momvetsa chisoni - mmodzimmodzi, mwadzidzidzi komanso nthawi isanakwane.
“Kumwalira kwa mwana n’kopweteka kwambiri. Ana anga onse atatu aakazi anamwalira. Zilibe kanthu kuti yadutsa nthawi yochuluka bwanji kuchokera pamenepo. Sindingavomereze izi, ”akutero mayi watsoka. Chitonthozo chokha chimene watsala nacho ndi mwana wamwamuna ndi zidzukulu ziwiri, zomwe amalera ana ake aakazi atamwalira. “Ndithu, sindingathe kuloŵa m’malo mwa amayi awo. Palibe amene angathe. Koma ndidzachita chilichonse kuti adzukulu anga asangalale. ” Samantha anatsimikiza mtima.
Pabalaza pali zithunzi za ana ake aakazi onse akufa. Chantal wazaka zinayi ndi Jenson wazaka zitatu, adzukulu a Samantha, amalonjerana ndi kupsompsona amayi awo tsiku lililonse. “Uwu ndi mwambo wathu,” akufotokoza motero gogoyo. Anthu m'misewu, akamamuwona ali ndi makanda, amaganiza kuti adangokhala mayi mochedwa. “Palibe amene angalingalire za tsoka limene kumwetulira kwathu kumabisa,” mkaziyo akupukusa mutu wake.
Choikidwiratu chinakhudza Samantha koyamba mu 2009. Mwana wake wamkazi womaliza, Emilia wazaka 15, anapita kuphwando la bwenzi lake ndipo sanabwerenso. Monga momwe zinakhalira, achinyamatawo adaganiza zoyesa mapiritsi a "kuseka". Thupi la Emily silinathe kupirira "zosangalatsa" zotere - mtsikanayo adatuluka pakhomo ndikugwa pansi wakufa.
Maloto owopsawo adabwerezanso zaka zitatu pambuyo pake. Wamkulu, Amy, anali ndi zaka 21 zokha. Jensen ndi mwana wake. Amy anamwalira pamene mnyamatayo anali ndi miyezi 11 yokha. Mtsikanayo anali ndi mavuto ambiri azaumoyo kuyambira pamene anabadwa. Madokotala nthawi zambiri sankamulangiza kuti abereke. Koma iye anaganiza mofatsa. Atabereka, Amy anadwala matenda aakulu, mapapo amodzi anakana. Ndipo patapita miyezi 11, anadwala sitiroko. Pafupifupi nthawi yomweyo - wina. Mtsikanayo adakomoka, adalumikizidwa ndi zida zothandizira moyo. Koma pamene, pofufuza mowonjezereka, zinapezeka kuti Amy nayenso anali ndi khansa - zotupa zinapezeka m'chiwindi ndi matumbo, panalibe chiyembekezo. Amy anamwalira.
Mtsikana mmodzi yekha ndi amene anapulumuka, Abby wazaka 19. Anabereka msanga kwambiri, ali ndi zaka 16 zokha. Samantha anali atakhala pansi ndi mwana wake wamkazi, mwadzidzidzi mtima wake unadumphadumpha: mayiyo anali ndi nkhawa poganizira kuti pali chinachake chimene chachitikira mwana wawo. Samantha anathamangira kunyumba kwa Abby ndikuyamba kumenya chitseko. Mtsikanayo sanatsegule. Samantha anasuzumira mkati mwa kapolo wolowera pakhomo ndipo anaona utsi wakuda ukutuluka pansi. Chitseko chinatulutsidwa ndi mwamuna wamba wa Samantha, Robert. Koma nthawi inali itachedwa: Abby anazimitsidwa ndi utsi. Anangoyiwala poto yokazinga ya mbatata pa chitofu. Msungwanayo adagona, ndipo atadzuka, analibe mphamvu zokwanira kuti atuluke m'nyumbamo: adayesa kukwawira pakhomo, koma sanathe. Ndipo Samantha, atatsala pang'ono kufa ndi chisoni, adayenerabe kumuuza mdzukulu wake kuti mayi ake kulibe.
“Ndimawasowa kwambiri. Nthawi zina ndimakhala wopanda mphamvu. Koma ndiyenera kutero - chifukwa cha zidzukulu, - akutero Samantha. Ndikufuna kuti adziwe kuti ana anga aakazi anali anthu otani. Amayi awo. “