Kubadwa kwa Théo, ola ndi ola
Loweruka pa September 11, nthawi ili 6 koloko m'mawa Ndimadzuka, kupita ku bafa ndikubwerera kukagona. Nthawi ya 7am, ndimakhala ndi malingaliro oti ndanyowa zovala zanga zogonera, ndikubwerera kuchimbudzi ndipo kumeneko sindingathe kudziletsa… Ndikuyamba kutaya madzi!
Ndimapita kukaonana ndi bambo a Sébastien, ndi kuwafotokozera kuti tingapite. Anapita kukatenga zikwama kumtunda ndikuwauza makolo ake omwe analipo kuti tikunyamuka kupita kuchipinda cha amayi. Timavala, ndikutenga thaulo kuti ndisasefuke mgalimoto, ndimapanga tsitsi langa ndi presto, tanyamuka! Apongozi anga a Colette, anandiuza asananyamuke kuti anamva madzulo, kuti ndinaoneka wotopa. Tikunyamuka kupita ku chipatala cha amayi a Bernay ... Tidziwana posachedwa ...
7 p.m.:
Kuzwa kucibalo citobela, twakazwa kuli Céline, muzyali uukonzya kundigwasya naa kulindila. Kutsiliza: ndi thumba lomwe lasweka. Ndili ndi kutsekeka kwapakati mochedwa komwe sindimamva, ndipo khomo lachiberekero limatseguka 1 cm. Mwadzidzidzi, amandisunga, osayambitsa kalikonse mpaka mawa m'mawa, ndipo ndidzakhala ndikumwa mankhwala opha tizilombo ngati sindibereka isanafike 19pm.
8 p.m.:
Ndili m'chipinda changa, komwe ndili ndi ufulu wa kadzutsa (mkate, batala, kupanikizana ndi khofi ndi mkaka). Timadyanso zowawa kapena chokoleti zomwe tinali nazo kunyumba, ndipo Sébastien ali ndi ufulu wopatsidwa khofi. Amakhala ndi ine, tinapeza mwayi woyimba foni kwa makolo anga kuwauza kuti ndili ku chipatala. Anabwerera kunyumba kuti akadye chakudya chamasana ndi makolo ake ndi kubweretsa zinthu zomwe anaiwala.
11 p.m.:
Celine abwerera kuchipinda kukayika zowunikira. Ikuyamba kupanga contract bwino. Ndimadya yogurt ndi compote, sindiloledwa kwambiri chifukwa kubereka kwayandikira. Ndikasamba kotentha, zimandipangitsa kumva bwino.
13 p.m.:
Sébastien wabwerera. Zayamba kundipweteka kwambiri, Sindikudziwanso momwe ndingadzikhazikitsire komanso sinditha kupuma bwino. Ndikufuna kusanza.
16pm, amanditengera kuchipinda chogwirira ntchito, khomo lachiberekero limatseguka pang'onopang'ono, ndikuuzidwa kuti kwa epidural, nthawi yatha! Zachedwa bwanji, ndili pano kuchokera ku 3 cm wanga! Chabwino, palibe vuto lalikulu, ngakhale mantha!
17h, dokotala wachikazi (yemwe ayenera kuona tsiku lake likutha ndi kufooka, tiyeni tinene miseche) afika ndikundifufuza. Amaganiza zothyola thumba lamadzi kuti ntchitoyo ifulumire.
Kotero iye amatero, komabe palibe ululu, chirichonse chiri bwino.
Chisokonezo chinafika, munthu wanga adandilengeza poyang'anira ma monitor, zikomo darling, mwamwayi mulipo, ndikadaphonya!
Kupatula kuti nyimbo yasintha! Sindikuseka konse, kukomoka kumathamanga, ndipo nthawi ino, zimawawa!
Ndimapatsidwa morphine, yomwe imapangitsa mwana wanga kuti achoke mu chofungatira kwa maola awiri atabadwa. Nditakana mwaulemu, ndinasintha maganizo anga n’kuwakakamiza. Morphine + oxygen mask, Ndine zen, pang'ono kwambiri, ndili ndi chikhumbo chimodzi chokha: kugona, kuyang'anira popanda ine!
Chabwino zikuoneka kuti sizingatheke.
19h, dokotala wachikazi amabweranso ndikundifunsa ngati ndikulakalaka kukankha. Ayi konse !
20h, funso lomwelo, yankho lomwelo!
21pm, mtima wa mwanayo ukuchepa, anthu amanjenjemera pondizungulira, kubayidwa jekeseni mwachangu, ndipo zonse zikuwoneka kuti zabwerera mwakale.
Pokhapokha kuti amniotic madzimadzi ndi tinged (ndi magazi), kuti mwanayo akadali atakhazikika pamwamba pa chiberekero ndipo sizikuwoneka konse mofulumira kutsika, ine dilated kwa 8 cm, ndipo sanasunthike chifukwa. mphindi yabwino.
Dokotala wama gynecologist amayenda masitepe 100 pakati pa chipinda chogwirira ntchito ndi khonde, ndimamva akudumpha "othandizira", "mankhwala oletsa ululu", "anesthesia ya msana", "epidural"
Ndipo panthawiyi, zopweteka zimabwereranso mphindi iliyonse, ndikumva ululu, ndikudwala nazo, Ndikufuna kuti izi zithe, ndipo wina asankhe!
Pomaliza amanditengera ku OR, abambowo adapezeka atasiyidwa panjira. Ndili ndi ufulu wondichitira opaleshoni ya msana, yomwe imandipatsa kumwetulira, Sindikumvanso kukomoka, ndi chisangalalo!
22h17, mngelo wanga wamng'ono potsirizira pake akutuluka, akukankhidwa ndi mzamba ndikugwidwa ndi gynecologist.
Sipanapite nthawi yokwanira kumuona pamene akutengedwa kukasamba ndi abambo ake monga mboni yoyamba yokhudzidwa mtima.
Ulendo pang'ono mchipinda chochira ndikubwerera kuchipinda changa, popanda mwana wanga monga amayembekezerachifukwa cha morphine.
Kukumananso kosuntha
Ndili ndi mphindi 5 ndi mwana wanga kuti ndimutsanzike, ndipo amachoka kutali. Popanda kudziwa ngati ndidzamuwonanso.
Kudikirira koyipa, zovuta zosapiririka. Adzangochitidwa opareshoni Lachinayi m'mawa kwa omphalo-mesenteric fistula, mtundu wa mphambano pakati pa matumbo ndi mchombo, womwe umayenera kutseka asanabadwe, koma amene anaiwala kugwira ntchito yake pa chuma changa chaching'ono. Mmodzi mu 85000 ngati kukumbukira kumatumikira. Ndinauzidwa laparotomy (kutsegula kwakukulu pamimba), pamapeto pake dokotalayo adadutsa njira ya umbilical.
23 pm, adadi amabwera kunyumba kudzapumula.
Pakati pausiku, namwino amabwera m’chipinda changa, akutsatiridwa ndi dokotala wa ana, ndipo anandiuza mosabisa "Mwana wanu ali ndi vuto". Nthaka ikugwa, ndikumva mu chifunga dokotala wa ana akundiuza kuti mwana wanga akutaya meconium (chopondapo choyamba cha mwanayo) kudzera mumchombo, kuti ndizosowa kwambiri, kuti sakudziwa ngati matenda ake oopsa ali pachiwopsezo kapena ayi, komanso kuti SAMU ifika kuti imutengere ku chipatala cha ana akhanda kuchipatala (ndinamuberekera kuchipatala), ndiye kuti adzanyamuka mawa kupita kuchipatala china chokhala ndi gulu la opaleshoni ya ana, makilomita oposa 1.
Chifukwa cha cesarean, sindiloledwa kutsagana naye.
Dziko likuphwasuka, ndilira kosatha. Chifukwa chiyani ife? Chifukwa chiyani iye? Chifukwa chiyani?
Ndili ndi mphindi 5 ndi mwana wanga kuti ndimutsanzike, ndipo amachoka kutali. Popanda kudziwa ngati ndidzamuwonanso.
Kudikirira koyipa, zovuta zosapiririka. Adzangochitidwa opareshoni Lachinayi m'mawa kwa omphalo-mesenteric fistula, mtundu wa mphambano pakati pa matumbo ndi mchombo, womwe umayenera kutseka asanabadwe, koma amene anaiwala kugwira ntchito yake pa chuma changa chaching'ono. Mmodzi mu 85000 ngati kukumbukira kumatumikira. Ndinauzidwa laparotomy (kutsegula kwakukulu pamimba), pamapeto pake dokotalayo adadutsa njira ya umbilical.
Lachisanu ndaloledwa kupeza mwana wanga, ndimapita kukagona mu ambulansi, ulendo wautali komanso wowawa, koma potsiriza ndidzamuwonanso mwana wanga.
Lachiwiri lotsatira, tonse tinapita kunyumba, titalandira chithandizo chamankhwala chochititsa chidwi kwambiri chisanachitike!
Ulendo umene wasiya chizindikiro chake, osati thupi, mwana wanga wamkulu samasunga zotsatira za "ulendo" uwu ndipo chilondacho sichiwoneka kwa omwe sadziwa, koma maganizo za ine. Ndili ndi zovuta zonse zapadziko lapansi kuti ndisiyane naye, ndimakhala ndi zowawa, monga amayi onse kuti china chake chimuchitikire. Ndine nkhuku, mwina mochuluka kwambiri, koma koposa zonse zodzaza ndi chikondi chomwe mngelo wanga amandibwezera kambirimbiri.
Aurélie (wazaka 31), mayi ake a Nowa (wazaka 6 ndi theka) ndi Camille (wa miyezi 17)