Kuchotsedwa ntchito sikophweka. Komabe, nthawi zina chochitika ichi chimakhala chiyambi cha moyo watsopano. Mtolankhani akufotokoza momwe kulephera kumayambiriro kwa ntchito yake kunamuthandiza kuzindikira zomwe akufuna kuchita ndikupeza bwino mu bizinesi yatsopano.
Abwana anga atandiitanira m’chipinda chamsonkhano, ndinatenga cholembera ndi cholembera ndi kukonzekera kukambitsirana kosatopetsa kwa nkhani zofalitsa nkhani. Linali Lachisanu Lachisanu lozizira mkatikati mwa Januwale ndipo ndimafuna kuti nditsike kuntchito ndikupita ku malo ogulitsira. Chilichonse chinali monga mwanthawi zonse, mpaka adati: "Takhala tikulankhula pano ... ndipo izi si zanu."
Ndinamvetsera ndipo sindinamvetse zomwe ankanena. Nayenso bwanayo anapitiriza kuti: “Muli ndi mfundo zosangalatsa ndipo mumalemba bwino, koma simuchita zimene munalembedwa ntchito. Timafuna munthu wamphamvu m’zinthu za gulu, ndipo inuyo mukudziwa kuti ichi si chimene mumachita bwino.
Anandiyang'ana chakumunsi kwanga. Lero, monga mwayi ukanakhala nawo, ndinayiwala lamba, ndipo jumper sinafike m'chiuno cha jeans ndi masentimita angapo.
“Tikulipirani malipiro a mwezi wamawa ndikukupatsani malingaliro. Mutha kunena kuti inali internship, ”Ndidamva ndipo pomaliza ndidamvetsetsa zomwe zinali. Anandisisita nkono wanga mosatekeseka nati, “Tsiku lina udzazindikira kufunika kwa lero kwa iwe.”
Ndiyeno ndinali mtsikana wa zaka 22, ndipo ndinakhumudwa kwambiri, ndipo mawu amenewa ankamveka ngati chipongwe.
Zaka 10 zapita. Ndipo ndasindikiza kale buku lachitatu lomwe ndikukumbukira gawoli. Ndikadakhala bwinoko pang'ono pa PR, kupangira khofi bwino komanso kuphunzira kutumiza makalata oyenera kuti mtolankhani aliyense asalandire kalata yomwe imayamba ndi «Wokondedwa Simon», ndikadakhala ndi mwayi wogwira ntchito. Apo.
Ndikanakhala wosasangalala ndipo sindikanalemba buku limodzi. Patapita nthawi ndinazindikira kuti abwana anga sanali oipa. Iwo anali olondola mwamtheradi pamene anandichotsa ntchito. Ndinangokhala munthu wolakwika pa ntchitoyo.
Ndili ndi digiri ya master mu zolemba zachingerezi. Pamene ndinali kuphunzira, mkhalidwe wanga unali pakati pa kudzikuza ndi mantha: zonse zikhala bwino ndi ine - koma bwanji ngati sinditero? Nditamaliza maphunziro a ku yunivesite, ndinakhulupirira mopanda nzeru kuti tsopano zonse zikhala zamatsenga kwa ine. Ndinali woyamba mwa anzanga kupeza "ntchito yoyenera." Lingaliro langa la PR lidatengera kanema wa Chenjerani kuti Zitseko Zikutseka!
Ndipotu sindinkafuna kugwira ntchito m’derali. Ndinkafuna kuti ndizipeza ndalama, koma malotowo ankaoneka ngati osatheka. Nditachotsedwa ntchito, ndinakhulupirira kuti sindine munthu woyenerera kukhala wosangalala. Sindikuyenera chilichonse chabwino. Sindinayenera kutenga ntchitoyo chifukwa sindinayenerere poyamba. Koma ndinali ndi chosankha - kuyesa kuzolowera ntchitoyi kapena ayi.
Ndinachita mwayi kuti makolo anga anandilola kukhala nawo, ndipo mwamsanga ndinapeza ntchito yosinthana pa malo oimbira mafoni. Sipanatenge nthawi ndidawona zotsatsa za ntchito yamaloto: magazini yachinyamata idafunikira wophunzira.
Sindinkakhulupirira kuti anganditenge - payenera kukhala mzere wonse wa ofunsira ntchito yotereyi
Ndinkakayikira ngati nditumize pitilizani. Ndinalibe plan B, ndipo kunalibe koti ndithawireko. Pambuyo pake, mkonzi wanga ananena kuti anaganiza zondikomera pamene ndinanena kuti ndikadasankha ntchito imeneyi ngakhale ndikanaitanidwa ku Vogue. Ndinaganiza choncho. Ndinalandidwa mwayi wochita ntchito yabwino, ndipo ndinafunikira kupeza malo anga m’moyo.
Tsopano ndine wogwira ntchito payekha. Ndimalemba mabuku ndi zolemba. Izi ndi zomwe ndimakonda kwambiri. Ndimakhulupirira kuti ndiyenera zomwe ndili nazo, koma sizinali zophweka kwa ine.
Ndinadzuka m'mawa kwambiri, ndikulemba kumapeto kwa sabata, koma ndinakhalabe wokhulupilika ku zosankha zanga. Kuchotsedwa ntchito kunandisonyeza kuti palibe aliyense padziko lapansi amene ali ndi ngongole kwa ine. Kukanika kudandipangitsa kuti ndiyesere mwayi wanga ndikuchita zomwe ndidakhala ndikulakalaka.
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