Jenny Sugar watha zaka zambiri akulimbana ndi ziphuphu zoopsa komanso zowawa kumaso kwake, ngakhale yankho lili mu dzina lake lomaliza! Chodabwitsa n'chakuti, mwachisawawa adaganiza zosiya mankhwala amodzi kuti athetse vuto lake la m'mimba, koma zinapezeka kuti izi zinakhudzanso khungu lake.
“Sindidzaiŵala pamene ndinali kusunga mwana tsiku lina pambuyo pa koleji ndipo mwana wamng’ono wa chaka chimodzi analoza chiphuphu cha chilombo pachibwano changa. Ndinayesa kunyalanyaza ndi kumusokoneza ndi chidole, koma anapitiriza kuloza. Amayi anandiyang’ana mwachifundo ndipo anangoti, “Inde, ali ndi bo-bo.”
Kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, papita zaka zoposa 10, ndipo ndinali ndi ziphuphu. Ndinalibe ziphuphu zoopsa zomwe zinkaphimba nkhope yanga yonse, koma vuto langa linali loti nthawi zonse ndinali ndi ziphuphu zazikulu zochepa monga mphuno ya Rudolph, ziphuphu zomwe zinali zakuya, zopweteka komanso zofiira. Palibe nthawi yomwe ndidamva kukhala wopanda nkhawa: pamene ziphuphu zina zinatuluka, zina zingapo zatsopano zinawonekera.
Ndinali wamanyazi kwambiri pamene zinapitirira mpaka zaka zanga za 30. Ndinayendera dermatologist yemwe anaganiza zochotsa khungu langa lisanafike tsiku laukwati wanga mu August 2008, koma mankhwala owopsa omwe analipo panthawiyo amangopangitsa khungu langa kukhala lofiira komanso lopweteka, khungu langa silinawonekere. Pambuyo pa zaka 30, mimba yanga iwiri inandithandiza pang'ono (zikomo, mahomoni!), Koma pambuyo pa kubadwa kwa mwana aliyense, ziphuphu zinabwerera. Ndinali ndi zaka za m’ma 40 ndipo ndinali ndi ziphuphu.
Kodi ndimachiritsa bwanji ziphuphu?
Sizinafike mpaka Januwale 2017, pamene ndinadula shuga kwa mwezi umodzi monga gawo la malingaliro anga a Chaka Chatsopano, pamene ndinakumana ndi khungu lofewa, loyera kwa nthawi yoyamba. M'malo mwake, ndinasiya shuga, osati khungu langa (sindinkadziwa kuti lingathandize), koma kuyesa ndekha, kuchiritsa mimba yomwe imapweteka kwa miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ndipo dokotala wanga sanathe kudziwa chomwe chinali cholakwika. izo.
Sikuti ndinangomva bwino pambuyo pa sabata yachiwiri, popanda vuto la kutupa kapena kugaya chakudya, koma mitu yakuda yomwe inali pachibwano changa kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 12 inazimiririka mwadzidzidzi. Ndinapitiriza kuyang'ana pagalasi ndikuyembekeza kuti ziphuphu zidzaonekera, koma khungu langa linakhalabe loyera kwa mwezi wonsewo.
Kodi shuga ndiye vuto?
Mwezi utatha, ndinaganiza zokondwerera ndi makeke a chokoleti opangira kunyumba. Kukhala wopanda ma pie, makeke, ayisikilimu ndi chokoleti kwa masiku 30 kunali kovuta kwambiri. Pambuyo pa sabata ndikudya pang'ono shuga woyera tsiku lililonse, mimba yanga inapitanso kunkhondo, ndipo ndithudi nkhope yanga nayonso.
Ndinali wokondwa kwambiri ... komanso wokwiya. Sindinakhulupirire kuti ndapeza chinthu chimodzi chomwe chingachiritse khungu langa komanso kupewa ziphuphu komanso kuti chinali chosavuta, koma chithandizo chake chinali choyipa kwambiri! Zopanda shuga? Palibe mchere mukatha kudya? Palibenso kuphika? Palibe chokoleti?!
Ndikukhala bwanji tsopano
Ndine munthu chabe. Ndipo dzina langa lomaliza ndi Shuga (Shuga amamasuliridwa kuchokera ku Chingerezi monga "shuga"), kotero sikunali kotheka kuti ndikhale ndi moyo 100% popanda maswiti. Ndinapeza njira zodyera maswiti zomwe sizingakhudze nkhope yanga (kapena m'mimba). Ndaphunzira kugwiritsa ntchito nthochi ndi madeti pophika, kupanga zokometsera zomwe sizili zotsekemera ngati zotsekemera zotsekemera, ndipo ndimathabe kusangalala ndi chokoleti pogwiritsa ntchito ufa wa koko m'maphikidwe. Ayisikilimu nthawi zambiri amakhala osavuta - ndimangopanga ayisikilimu a nthochi pogwiritsa ntchito zipatso zowuma.
Kunena zowona, zotsekemera siziyenera kukhala ndi zotsatira zoyipa pa ine. Ngakhale ndimayesedwa ndikawona anthu akusangalala ndi makeke paphwando kapena akudya makeke m'malesitilanti, ndimathana nazo mwachangu chifukwa. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndapeza chinthu chimodzi chomwe ndingapewe ngati ndikufuna kuti ndiwoneke ndikukhala wathanzi.. Izi sizikutanthauza kuti sindidya shuga konse. Ndikhoza kusangalala ndi kuluma pang'ono (ndi kukonda sekondi iliyonse), koma ndikudziwa momwe zimakhalira ndikamadya tani ndipo zimandipangitsa kuti ndipitirize.
Ndikanakonda ndikanadziwa za izi m'masukulu ang'onoang'ono chifukwa zikadapulumutsa zaka makumi ambiri zakuzunzidwa pakhungu langa. Ngati mukudwala ziphuphu zakumaso ndipo mankhwala ndi mankhwala ena sakugwira ntchito, shuga ndiye amayambitsa. Kodi sizodabwitsa kuti ziphuphu zimatha kuchiritsidwa mosavuta? Simudziwa motsimikiza pokhapokha mutayesa. Ndipo uyenera kutaya chiyani?