Bambo anga ankandichitira nkhanza ndili ndi zaka 6 zokha
Pochitira umboni, Ndikuyembekeza kupatsa mphamvu kwa omwe akhudzidwa ndi kugonana kwa pachibale kapena pedophilia kuti alankhule kapena kudzudzula wowapha.. Ngakhale, ndiyenera kuvomereza, ndizovuta. Bambo anga ankandichitira nkhanza ndili ndi zaka 6 zokha. Ndipotu ndinkakhala ku France limodzi ndi mayi anga, mnzawo amene ankagwira naye ntchito limodzi komanso mlongo wanga amene ankakhala naye limodzi. Amene tsopano ndimawatcha atate wanga anabwerera ku chisumbu chawo ndili ndi chaka chimodzi chokha. Ndinakondedwa koma ndinamuona mlongo wanga ali ndi abambo ake ndi amayi ake. Sindinamvetsetse chifukwa chake sindiyenera kuchita izi. Ndinkafuna kuwadziwa bwino bambo anga. Ndinaziwona pazithunzi zokha. Nthawi zambiri ndinkayitana. Pambuyo pa kukambitsirana ndi kulingalira, amayi anga ananditumiza ku Reunion Island m’chaka cha giredi yoyamba. Ndinasangalala, koma nditangofika kumene, zoopsa zinayamba. Bambo anga sanachedwe kundichitira chipongwe. M’chaka chimenechi, ndinakumanadi ndi mayi anga, koma sindinalimbe mtima kuwauza zimene ndinali kukumana nazo. Ngakhale atabwerera ku France. Ndinabwerera ku Reunion Island patchuthi chachilimwe, kwa miyezi iŵiri, ndili ndi zaka 8. Modabwitsa, sindinasonyeze kukayika kulikonse. Mayi anga sakanakayikira kalikonse. Ndinachita changu kupita kukawona agogo anga, banja langa… popanda kuganizira makamaka zomwe bambo anga anandichitira. Ndimaganiza kuti ndinali wokondwa kumuwonanso, ndinali mwana ...
Amayi anga adazindikira zomwe zidachitika ndili ndi zaka 9 ndikuwerenga buku langa. Chifukwa ndidafotokoza bwino zomwe zidachitika polemba mawu akuti "abambo". Poyamba ankaganiza kuti ndikunena za bambo anga ondipeza. Koma ndinamuuza nthawi yomweyo kuti ndi bambo anga enieni. Iye anakomoka. Analira kwa masiku ndi masiku. Anadziimba mlandu chifukwa chonditumiza kumeneko. Ndinayesetsa kumuuza kuti sinali vuto lake, kuti angofuna kuchita zoyenera ndi kulemekeza pempho langa. Mpaka lero, ndinali ndisanalole chilichonse kuonekera. Ndinadziona kuti ndine wolakwa. Bambo anga anandipangitsa kukhulupirira kuti zimenezi n’zachibadwa, koma ndinadziŵa kuti chinachake sichili bwino. Ndinatayika. Mayi anga atadziwa zimenezi ankandimvetsera kwambiri. Inde, adalumikizana ndi abambo anga omwe adakana kotheratu. Malinga ndi iye, ndinali munthu wankhanza. Ananenanso kuti ndamufunafuna! Apanso, linali vuto langa ...
Pa nthawiyo, bambo anga ankakhala ndi makolo awo. Panalinso amalume anga m’nyumba yaikulu ya banjali, koma sindikuganiza kuti iwo ankakayikira kuti akundipangitsa kupirira. Tsiku lina, ndinafuna kulankhula ndi msuweni wanga za nkhaniyi pamene ndinali ku Reunion. Tinali kuchipinda kwanga. Bambo anga anali atasiya chithunzithunzi cha zolaula ali ndi chibwenzi chawo m’buku limene anandikakamiza kuti ndione. Ndinkafuna kuti ndimuwonetse ndikumuuza zonse, koma ndinasiya. Ndinkangoganiza kuti angaganize kuti ndine mtsikana woipa. Vuto langa likanatha kutha nthawi imeneyo ...
Mayi anga ankandithandiza kwambiri koma sindinkakonda kundiuza zakukhosi. Sindinafune kutsata zamalingaliro. Sindinathe kuuza katswiri wa zamaganizo chilichonse. Zovuta kumanganso pambuyo pa chinthu choterocho. Timaona kuti n’kovuta kulankhula za izo, timalira kawirikawiri, timaziganizira nthawi zonse. Ndili wamng’ono, zinkandivuta kulankhula ndi ena, makamaka amuna. Ndipo ubale wanga ndi mtundu wa amuna unali wovuta. Ndinakankhiranso anyamatawo nthawi imodzi. Ndinadziuza kuti chifukwa chiyani atsikanawo… Koma koposa zonse, sindinkapita kokacheza ndi anthu akuda, ngakhale kuti ankandikokanso. Ndinkaletsa chifukwa cha bambo anga. Zinalinso zovuta ndi mnzanga. Anali bwenzi langa loyamba la Métis. Ndinagwetsa misozi usiku wathu woyamba tili limodzi. Kuwona kugonana kwake kunatsitsimutsa zonse zomwe ndinakumana nazo. Mwamwayi, iye ankamvetsa. Anandimvera ndipo ankadziwa mmene angapezere mawu ondilimbikitsa pondiuza kuti sangandipweteke. Analipo kwa ine ndipo lero tili ndi mnyamata wazaka zitatu. Ndine mayi wokondwa koma ndili ndi mantha kwambiri kuti izi zichitikira mwana wanga. Panthaŵi imodzimodziyo, sindikufuna kumuuza nkhaŵa zanga ndipo ndimayesetsa kuti ndisamuteteze mopambanitsa. Chomwe chili chosangalatsa ndichakuti zitha kuchokera kwa mabanja, aphunzitsi amasewera ...kulikonse! Ndizotsimikizika kuti pachikwangwani chaching'ono, ndikhala tcheru, nthawi yomweyo ndikhala tcheru. Nthaŵi zonse ndinkamuuza kuti palibe amene amaloledwa kukhudza maliseche ake, ngakhale amayi kapena abambo, kuti ayenera kundichenjeza ngati wina afuna kumuvulaza. Ndimakonda kupewa kuposa kuchiza. Kwa ine, kupewa ndikofunikira! Kusiyapo pyenepi, ndine nyabasa wakutsalakana ana, pontho ndisaona kuti basa yanga ndi ya nyatwa zinathimbana na ine ndiri mwana. Ndikofunikira kukhala ndi ana ndi kuwateteza. Ndife oyamba pamzere kuzindikira zizindikiro za kuzunzidwa, kugwiriridwa. Ntchito yanga yandithandiza kukhala wodzidalira ndikumasuka, chifukwa ndinali wodzipatula kale.
Tsoka limeneli lidzakhala mbali ya moyo wanga nthawi zonse. Ndinadzimanga choncho. Aliyense ali ndi zinsinsi zake ndi zowawa zake. Koma, lero ndine wokondwa. Ndili ndi mwana wanga wamwamuna, mwamuna yemwe amandikonda, banja likupezeka. Sindinganene kuti ndimanyoza bambo anga. Ndikuganiza kuti ndi wodwala yemwe ayenera kufunafuna chithandizo, kuti sanazindikire zotsatira za zochita zake. Ndine wodziwika kwanthawizonse koma ndimamva ngati ndakhululuka. Panopa ndimatha kulankhula popanda kulira. Ndipo ngati sindinapereke madandaulo, ndikulingalira kwambiri lero. Zinthu zambiri zikuchitika m'mutu mwanga pakali pano. Chirichonse chikuwonekeranso. Ndidakali ndi zaka 11 kuti ndizenge mlandu wawo kukhoti, mpaka ndili ndi zaka 36. Iye wakhala m’ndende zaka zisanu chifukwa cha matenda ogona ana ndipo panopa ali pa belo. Pa lipoti lotsatira, akubwerera kundende kwa nthawi yaitali kwambiri. Tikaganizira zimene anachita, tifunika kuliganizira. Makamaka kusonyeza aliyense yemwe iye ali ndi kotero iye konse izo kachiwiri.
Lachiwiri, May 5, 2015, kusintha kwa lamulo lokhudza chitetezo cha ana kudavoteredwa ndi Social Affairs Committee of the National Assembly kuti aphatikizepo lingaliro la kugonana kwa pachibale mu Penal Code. Zowonadi, lamuloli limangonena za nkhanza zogonana komanso maubwenzi ndi ana.