Munthu wokhala ndi mawonekedwe kapena munthu wokhala ndi umunthu

Ndinakumana ndi Tatyana m’nyumba ya anthu onse. Tatiana anali wokondwa, wokangalika komanso wodziwika bwino. Zinthu zimenezi sizinapatse mpumulo kwa anansi ake, ndipo anayesa m’njira iliyonse zotheka kuzithetsa. Kwa zaka zingapo tsopano, akhala akulimbana ndi mfundo yakuti Tatiana sanagwirizane ndi lingaliro la "hostel" mwanjira iliyonse, adamuuza mokoma mtima komanso osati bwino kuti ngati akufuna kutentha mapoto, ndiye kuti ndi bwino kuzichita ndi zinthu zake zapakhomo. Anakambirana pamitu yakuti musanalowe m'chipinda cha munthu wina zingakhale bwino kugogoda, ndipo pofinyira kukhetsa kwa makina ochapira, ndibwino kuti mugwire ndi dzanja lanu mu sinki, ndipo musaiwale pansi. Chinthu chinanso chimene anali nacho chinali chizolowezi chonama. Ananama mosangalala komanso popanda chifukwa.

Tatiana anali wosiyana kwambiri ndi anthu ena, koma poganizira mfundo yakuti mawonekedwe ake, ngakhale kuti sanali owononga, sakanatha kutchedwa zabwino, iye sanali kugwa m'gulu la munthu payekha.

Tatiana anali woumirira chizolowezi moyo mwa njira yapadera, ndipo ngakhale anazindikira kuti iye sanali ngati wina aliyense, palibe chimene akanachita pa izo, malinga ndi mawu ake.

Koma, nditakumana naye, sindimadziwa kalikonse za iye, ndiye adawoneka kwa ine ngati mtsikana wabwino komanso wachangu. Poyamba, chikondi chake cha moyo ndi nyonga zinandigonjetsa m’lingaliro labwino koposa, koma patapita milungu ingapo, ine, monga anansi onse, ndinanamizira kuti sindinali panyumba, ndikumva mapazi ake, ndi “kukalipira”. iye pamene iye anaphwanya ndi kumwetulira kowala miyambo yonse ya hostel.

Koma zonsezi zikadakhala zoseketsa ndikanapanda kumupezera ntchito, patadutsa masiku atatu titakumana. Ndiyenera kunena kuti mpaka pano, kupatula zachilendo komanso osasamala, koma khalidwe losavuta la Tatiana, sindinazindikire kalikonse. Mwachindunji, tsopano ndikukamba za makhalidwe ake, Tatiana anali ndi makalasi 9 a maphunziro, ndipo ankagwira ntchito ngati wogulitsa. Sindikutanthauza kuti onse ogulitsa omwe ali ndi makalasi 9 a priori sangakhale anthu payekhapayekha, ndimakonda kwambiri kuti anali Tatyana yemwe amaganiza kuti analibe mwayi m'moyo wake, koma momwe zidachitikira, zidachitika. kukhala ndi moyo momwe uliri. Ndiko kuti, udindo wa wolemba (pachimake), chomwe ndi chizindikiro cha umunthu, sichinali chowonekera.

Zikuoneka kuti Tatiana pa nthawi yokumana naye anali munthu ndi mbali, osati munthu payekha

Nditakhala mu khitchini yosuta fodya, ndinamutsimikizira kuti munthu aliyense amamanga moyo wake, kuti ngati mukufuna, mukhoza kukwaniritsa zonse ngakhale poyamba zosatheka. Kenaka ndinakwanitsa kumutsimikizira kuti palibe choipa chomwe chingachitike ngati angoyesa kugwira ntchito ngati woyang'anira malonda. Zikatero, sanasiye, koma adapita kutchuthi mushopu yake. Ndiyeno tsiku linafika pamene ndinamubweretsa kunyumba kwathu! Poyamba, Tatiana anali ndi mbali zina "za ngale", kuntchito ankaonedwa ngati nkhosa yakuda, amamuseka ndi kuyesa kuzilambalala, koma ndiye ... ntchito zovuta kwa makasitomala opanda chiyembekezo. Mwamsanga kwambiri, Tatiana anakhala manijala wabwino koposa, ndipo apa ndinayamba kuona makhalidwe ake. Tatiana anakhala ndi chidaliro osati mu luso lake, komanso chakuti iye amamanga moyo wake, ndi mosavuta osasamala khalidwe, ndipo makamaka, mbali zake sizinachokere. Tatiana, monga kale, ankangoganiza (kunama) mosangalala komanso nthawi zambiri popanda chifukwa ndipo anachita zinthu zina zonse zomwe zinali zachilendo kwa munthu wamba, koma nthawi yomweyo anakhala umunthu, ndipo mawonekedwe ake adasanduka umunthu. (pambuyo pa zonse, tsopano zinali zothandiza). Komanso, iye mwiniyo anayamba kuzindikira makhalidwe ake malinga ndi kusankha kwake: "Ndinasankha kukhala chonchi, chifukwa ndikhoza kuchita chirichonse." Tsopano iye wakhala, ngakhale wonyadira kuti iye sali ngati onse otopetsa awa amene amakhala moyo wotopetsa woterowo.

Ndiko kuti, tsopano yemweyo Tatiana wakhala umunthu, ndi mbali zake, kukhala chimodzimodzi, koma anayamba kukhala zothandiza ndi kuperekedwa m'malo mwa wolemba, anasanduka munthu payekha.

Zaka 4 zapita, lero Tatiana ndi mwini wake wa malonda. Amalankhula zambiri za iye mumzinda, wina amadzinenera kuti ndi wonyenga ndipo amanyenga makasitomala (ndipo ine, pomudziwa, ndikhoza kukhulupirira), wina, m'malo mwake, amamuyimira, akunena kuti iye ndi wopusa. akatswiri apamwamba (ndipo ndimakhulupiriranso zimenezo.) Koma koposa zonse ndikukhulupirira kuti Tatyana ndi munthu. Ndipo ndilinso wotsimikiza kuti pakanakhala kuti palibe mbali iliyonse mwa iye, sakanakhala munthu kwambiri, koma, mwachiwonekere, sakanawala konse.

Kupenda nkhani zina zingapo za moyo, ndimakonda kunena kuti n'zosatheka kukhala munthu (amene amakhala ndi malingaliro ake, ali ndi udindo pa zochita zake, munthu wolimba mtima ndi wamphamvu) kuyambira pachiyambi, payenera kukhala mtundu wina. za chibadwa - kapena khalidwe lamphamvu.