Psychology
Mufilimuyi "The Young Dona-wamphawi"

M'mawa ndi chiyambi cha tsiku. Moyo sunayambe, koma zonse zikuyembekezera moyo ... kwacha!

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Kuti mubwezeretse luso lanu, muyenera kuzipeza kaye. Ndikupangira kuchita izi mothandizidwa ndi ntchito yowoneka ngati yopanda phindu yomwe ndimatcha masamba ammawa. Mudzayang'ana gawoli tsiku lililonse mumaphunzirowa ndipo mwachiyembekezo pakapita nthawi yayitali. Ndakhala ndikuchita izi ndekha kwa zaka khumi. Ena mwa ophunzira anga, omwe zochitika zawo sizocheperapo kuposa zanga, angakonde kusiya kupuma kusiyana ndi kuwerenga masamba a m'mawa.

Ginny, wojambula komanso wopanga mafilimu, amawayamikira chifukwa cholimbikitsa zolemba zake zaposachedwa komanso kusunga mapulogalamu ake apawailesi yakanema aukhondo. Iye anati: “Masiku ano ndimawachitira zikhulupiriro zinazake. “Nthaŵi zina umayenera kudzuka XNUMX koloko m’maŵa kukalemba usanapite kuntchito.”

Kodi masamba ammawa ndi ati? M'mawonekedwe ambiri, angatanthauzidwe ngati chidziwitso chambiri cholembedwa pamasamba atatu olembedwa pamanja: "O, kwachanso m'mawa ... Palibe chilichonse cholembapo. Zingakhale zabwino kutsuka makatani. Ndinatulutsa zovala muwacha dzulo? La-la-la…” Zambiri pansi, zitha kutchedwa "zonyansa zaubongo", chifukwa ichi ndicho cholinga chawo chachindunji.

Masamba am'mawa sangakhale olakwika kapena oyipa. Zolemba zam'mawa za tsiku ndi tsiku siziyenera kukhala ndi zojambulajambula. Ndipo ngakhale polemba malemba oyenera. Ndikutsindika izi kwa osalemba omwe amagwiritsa ntchito bukhu langa. Izi «kulemba» ndi chabe njira, chida. Palibenso china chofunikira kwa inu - ingoyendetsa dzanja lanu papepala ndikulemba zonse zomwe zimabwera m'maganizo. Ndipo musaope kunena chinthu chopusa, chomvetsa chisoni, chopanda pake, kapena chodabwitsa—chilichonse chidzagwira ntchito.

Masamba am'mawa sayenera kukhala anzeru konse, ngakhale nthawi zina amatero. Koma, mwinamwake, izi sizidzachitika, zomwe palibe amene angadziwe - kupatula inu. Palibe wina aliyense amene amaloledwa kuwaŵerenga, ndipo inunso musalole kuŵerenga kwa miyezi iwiri yoyambirira. Ingolembani masamba atatu ndikuyika mapepalawo mu envelopu. Kapena tembenuzirani tsambalo m’kope ndipo musayang’ane zam’mbuyomo. Ingolembani masamba atatu… Ndipo atatu ena mmawa wotsatira.

… September 30, 1991 Ine ndi Dominique tinapita kumtsinje kumapeto kwa sabata kukagwira nsikidzi pa ntchito yake ya biology. Anatolera mbozi ndi agulugufe. Ndidapanga ndekha ukonde wofiyira uja, ndipo zidawoneka bwino kwambiri, kungoti abuluzi anali othamanga kwambiri moti amangotsala pang'ono kutigwetsa misozi. Ndipo tidawonanso kangaude wa tarantula, yemwe adayenda mwamtendere mumsewu wa mapaundi pafupi ndi nyumba yathu, koma sitinayerekeze kuwugwira ...

Nthawi zina masamba am'mawa amakhala ndi mafotokozedwe owoneka bwino, koma nthawi zambiri amakhala osasamala, ngati amamatira pamodzi chifukwa chodzimvera chisoni, kubwerezabwereza, kudzikweza, ubwana, kunyoza kapena zopanda pake, kapena kupusa kwenikweni. Ndizodabwitsa!

… October 2, 1991 Pamene ndinadzuka, mutu unandipweteka, ndinamwa aspirin, ndipo tsopano ndikumva bwino, ngakhale kuti ndimamvabe kuzizira. Ndikuganiza kuti ndinadwala chimfine. Pafupifupi zinthu zonse zatulutsidwa kale, ndipo teapot ya Laura, yomwe ndinaphonya mopenga, sinapezeke. Zamanyazi bwanji…

Zonse zachabechabe zomwe mumalemba m'mawa, zokhala ndi mkwiyo ndi kukhumudwa, ndizo zimakulepheretsani kupanga. Nkhawa za ntchito, kuchapa zovala zauve, chiboliboli m'galimoto, kuyang'ana kwachilendo kuchokera kwa wokondedwa - zonsezi zimazungulira kwinakwake pamlingo wosadziwika bwino ndikuwononga maganizo tsiku lonse. Lembani zonse papepala.

Masamba am'mawa ndi njira yayikulu yotsitsimutsa kulenga. Monga ojambula onse omwe akukumana ndi nthawi yopumira, timakonda kudzidzudzula mopanda chifundo. Ngakhale dziko lonse likuganiza kuti ndife olemera kwambiri mwaluso, timakhulupirirabe kuti sitilenga mokwanira, ndipo izi sizabwino. Timakhala ovutitsidwa ndi zolakwa zathu zamkati, yemwe amayesetsa kukhala wangwiro m'chilichonse, wotsutsa wathu wamuyaya, Censor, yemwe wakhazikika pamutu (kwenikweni, kumanzere kwa hemisphere) ndikudandaula, nthawi ndi nthawi kutulutsa mawu onyoza. izo zikuwoneka ngati zoona. Censor uyu akupitiriza kutiuza zinthu zodabwitsa: "Hm, ndizomwe timatcha lemba? Ichi ndi chiyani, nthabwala? Inde, simungaike ngakhale comma pamene mukufunikira. Ngati simunachitepo chilichonse chotere, simungayembekezere kuti zidzatheka. Apa pali cholakwika pa zolakwa ndi zoyendetsa zolakwika. Ndi chiyani chomwe chimakupangitsani kuganiza kuti muli ndi luso lochepa? Ndipo chirichonse monga choncho.

Zau.e.te nokha pamphuno mwanu: malingaliro oyipa a Censor anu siwowona. Simungathe kuchiphunzira nthawi yomweyo, koma pamene mukukwawa pabedi m'mawa ndikukhala pansi pamaso pa tsamba lopanda kanthu, mumaphunzira kuzipewa. Ndendende chifukwa ndizosatheka kulemba masamba am'mawa molakwika, muli ndi ufulu wonse osamvera Censor watsoka uyu. Msiyeni azing'ung'udza ndi kulumbira momwe angafunire. (Ndipo sasiya kulankhula.) Pitirizani kusuntha dzanja lanu kudutsa tsambalo. Ngati mukufuna, mutha kujambula macheza ake. Samalani ndi momwe amafunira kukhetsa magazi pamalo omwe ali pachiwopsezo kwambiri pakupanga kwanu. Ndipo musalakwitse: Mtetezi ali pazidendene zanu, ndipo iye ndi mdani wochenjera kwambiri. Ukakhala wanzeru, iye amakhala wanzeru. Kodi mwalemba sewero labwino? censor adzalengeza kwa inu kuti palibenso china choti muyembekezere. Kodi munajambula chojambula chanu choyamba? "Osati Picasso," adzatero.

Ganizirani za Censor iyi ngati Njoka yowoneka bwino yomwe ikuyenda mu Edeni wanu wopanga ndikunong'oneza zinthu zoyipa kuti zikusokonezeni. Ngati Njoka sichikuyenererani, sankhani munthu wina, monga shaki kuchokera mufilimu ya Jaws, ndikudutsani. Yembekezani chithunzichi pomwe mumalemba nthawi zambiri, kapena chiyikeni mu kope. Pongowonetsa Censor ngati wonyansa wa katuni kakang'ono ndipo potero kumuyika m'malo mwake, pang'onopang'ono mukumulanda mphamvu pa inu ndi luso lanu.

Oposa m'modzi mwa ophunzira anga adapachikidwa - ngati chithunzi cha Censor - chithunzi chosasangalatsa cha kholo lake - yemwe ali ndi ngongole yowoneka ngati wotsutsa m'maganizo mwake. Kotero, ntchitoyo sikuwona kuukiridwa kwa khalidwe loipa ngati liwu la kulingalira ndikuphunzira kuwona mwa iye kampasi yosweka yomwe ingakutsogolereni ku mapeto olenga.

Masamba ammawa sangakambirane. Osalumpha kapena kudula kuchuluka kwamasamba am'mawa. Mkhalidwe wanu zilibe kanthu. Zoyipa zomwe mumamva kuchokera kwa Censor sizofunikanso. Pali malingaliro olakwika kuti muyenera kukhala mumkhalidwe winawake kuti mulembe. Izi sizowona. Nthawi zambiri zojambulajambula zabwino kwambiri zimabadwa m'masiku amenewo pomwe mukuganiza kuti zonse zomwe mumachita ndizachabechabe. Masamba ammawa adzakulepheretsani kudziweruza nokha ndikukulolani kuti mungolemba. Nanga bwanji ngati mwatopa, mwakwiya, mukuvutika maganizo ndipo simungathe kuika maganizo anu onse pa maganizo? Wojambula wanu wamkati ndi mwana yemwe amafunika kudyetsedwa. Masamba a m'mawa ndi chakudya chake, choncho pitani.

Masamba atatu a chilichonse chomwe chimabwera m'mutu mwanu - ndizo zonse zomwe zimafunikira kwa inu. Ngati palibe chomwe chikubwera, lembani kuti: "Palibe chomwe chimabwera m'maganizo." Pitirizani kuchita izi mpaka mutamaliza masamba onse atatu. Chitani chilichonse chomwe mukufuna mpaka mutamaliza zonse zitatu.

Anthu akamandifunsa kuti, "N'chifukwa chiyani ndikulemba masamba am'mawawa?" - Ndimaseka: "Kuti ndilowe kudziko lina." Koma mu nthabwala iliyonse pali kagawo kakang'ono ka nthabwala. Mmawa masamba kwenikweni amatitengera «ku tsidya lina» - mantha, opanda chiyembekezo, kusinthasintha maganizo. Ndipo chofunika kwambiri, amatitengera kumalo kumene Censor sangathenso kutifikira. Kumeneko kwenikweni pamene macheza ake sakumvekanso, timakhala patokha ndipo tingamvetsere mawu a Mlengi wathu ndi ifeyo amene sitikuwamva.

Ndikoyenera kutchula malingaliro omveka ndi ophiphiritsa. Kuganiza zomveka ndikusankha kwa Western Hemisphere ya Dziko Lapansi. Zimagwira ntchito ndi malingaliro, momveka bwino komanso mosasinthasintha. Hatchi m'dongosolo lomveka bwino ili ndi kuphatikiza kwina kwa ziwalo za nyama. Nkhalango ya autumn imawoneka ngati mitundu yamitundu: yofiira, lalanje, yachikasu, yobiriwira, yagolide.

Lingaliro lamalingaliro ndiye amene anatiyambitsa, mwana wathu, pulofesa wathu yemwe alibe malingaliro. Mwina adzafuula kuti: “Ha! Ndizosangalatsa! ” Amafanizitsa zosayerekezeka kotheratu (bwato likufanana ndi mafunde kuphatikiza ndi tramp). Amakonda kufananiza galimoto yothamanga kwambiri ndi nyama yakuthengo: "Mmbulu wotuwa unawuluka pabwalo ndi kulira."

Kuganiza mophiphiritsa kumakhudza chithunzi chonse. Imamvera pazithunzi ndi mithunzi. Kuyang’ana nkhalango ya m’dzinja, ikufuula kuti: “Ha! Maluwa a masamba! Ndi zokongola bwanji! Gilding - shimmering - ngati khungu la dziko lapansi - lachifumu - pamphasa! Ndiwodzaza ndi mayanjano komanso osaletsa. Imagwirizanitsa zithunzizo m'njira yatsopano kuti ifotokoze tanthauzo la zochitikazo, monga momwe anthu akale a ku Scandinavia ankachitira, akutcha ngalawayo "kavalo wa m'nyanja". Skywalker, Skywalker mu Star Wars, ndi chithunzi chodabwitsa cha kuganiza mozama.

N'chifukwa chiyani anthu ambiri akukangana momveka bwino komanso mophiphiritsa? Komanso, masamba a m'mawa amaphunzitsa kuganiza momveka bwino kuti abwerere m'mbuyo ndikupereka mpata wosewera mophiphiritsira.

Mungachite bwino kuganiza za ntchitoyi monga kusinkhasinkha. Zoonadi, izi ndi zinthu zosiyana. Komanso, simungazolowere kusinkhasinkha konse. Masambawa adzawoneka kwa wina yemwe ali kutali ndi uzimu ndi bata - m'malo mwake, amakhala ndi malingaliro ang'onoang'ono komanso oyipa. Ndipo komabe amayimira kusinkhasinkha komwe kumakulitsa kumvetsetsa kwathu komanso kumathandizira kusintha miyoyo.

Ndipo chinthu chinanso: masamba am'mawa ndi oyenera ojambula, ojambula, olemba ndakatulo, ochita zisudzo, azamalamulo ndi amayi apakhomo. Kwa aliyense amene akufuna kuyesa dzanja lawo pakupanga. Musaganize kuti izi ndi za olemba okha. Maloya amene ayamba kugwiritsa ntchito njira imeneyi alumbira kuti apambana kwambiri kukhoti. Ovina amanena kuti tsopano n'zosavuta kwa iwo kukhala bwino - osati m'maganizo. Mwa njira, ndi olemba omwe sangathe kuchotsa chikhumbo chokhumudwitsa cholemba masamba a m'mawa, m'malo mongoyendayenda mopanda nzeru ndi manja awo pamapepala, omwe amavutika kwambiri kumva phindu lawo. M'malo mwake, adzamva kuti zolemba zawo zina zikukhala zomasuka, zokulirakulira komanso zosavuta kubadwa. Mwachidule, zilizonse zomwe mungachite kapena mukufuna kuchita, Masamba a Morning ndi anu.

Siyani Mumakonda