Ndi bwino kukhala chete ponena kuti ndinu wosadya zamasamba. Ndipo chakuti ndinu mayi wamasamba komanso woyamwitsa, makamaka. Ngati anthu angagwirizane ndi choyamba, ndiye kuti sangagwirizane ndi chachiwiri! "Chabwino, iwe, koma mwana akufunika!" Ndipo ndimawamvetsa, chifukwa iyenso anali yemweyo, osatha kukumana ndi chowonadi. Mwinamwake zinandichitikira zanga za umayi zidzakhala zothandiza kwa wina, ndikufuna kuti amayi achichepere kapena amtsogolo a zamasamba asaope kalikonse!
Ndili m'njira, m'kupita kwa nthawi kunaonekera munthu amene anatha kusonyeza mwa chitsanzo chake kuti usamazolowere chinyengo pamene umakondana ndi kupha ena ... Mwamuna uyu ndi mwamuna wanga. Titakumana koyamba, ndimachita manyazi kuti anali wamasamba, ndipo ndimafuna kumvetsetsa: amadya chiyani? Chomwe ndimaganizira pokonzekera chakudya chamadzulo chakunyumba chinali kugula masamba owundana aku Poland ndikuphika ...
Koma patapita nthawi, ndinaphunzira kuphika zamasamba m'njira zosiyanasiyana, choncho funso lakuti "Mumadya chiyani?" Tsopano sikophweka kuyankha. Ndimayankha, monga lamulo, motere: timadya ZONSE, kupatula zamoyo.
Zikuwoneka zosavuta kuti munthu atsatire chikhalidwe chake, kukonda zamoyo, kumusamalira. Koma ndi oŵerengeka chotani nanga amene ali awo amene sali m’manja mwa chinyengo ndi chinyengo cha m’nthaŵi yathu, amene amasonyezadi chikondi mokwanira!
Nthawi ina ndinamvetsera nkhani ya OG Torsunov, ndipo ndinakonda funso lake kwa omvera: kodi mumati mumakonda nkhuku? mumamukonda bwanji? mumamukonda akamayendayenda pabwalo, kukhala moyo wake, kapena mumakonda kumudya ndi chotupitsa? Kudya ndi chokazinga chokazinga - ichi ndi chikondi chathu. Ndipo zikwangwani zokhala ndi ng'ombe zokondwa m'madambo obiriwira ndi soseji zomwe zimavina pamasiketi zimatiuza chiyani? Sindinazizindikire kale, sindinaganizirepo. Koma kenako, ngati kuti maso anga atsegulidwa, ndipo ndinawona mkhalidwe wankhanza wa kusatsa malonda koteroko, sindinawone mashelefu okhala ndi chakudya, koma mashelufu okhala ndi mikhole ya nkhanza za anthu. Choncho ndinasiya kudya nyama.
Achibale anapanduka, ndipo chifukwa cha mphamvu ya mzimu, ndinaŵerenga mabuku angapo, kuonera mafilimu okhudza zamasamba ndikuyesera kukangana ndi achibale. Tsopano, ine ndikuganiza, mu mikangano imeneyi, ine sindinawakhutiritse iwo mochuluka monga ine ndekha.
Kuzindikira choonadi chozama sikumabwera mwadzidzidzi, koma pamene takonzekera. Koma ngati zifika, ndiye kuti osazizindikira, osaziganizira zimakhala ngati bodza lodziwikiratu. Kudya nyama, zovala zopangidwa ndi zikopa ndi ubweya, zizolowezi zoipa zachoka pa moyo wanga, ngati kuti sizinakhalepo. Pakhala pali kuyeretsa. N'chifukwa chiyani kunyamula kulemera kwa slag zonsezi pa ulendo wanu padziko lapansi? Koma vuto ndi ili: palibe aliyense wogawana naye zomwe amakhulupirira, palibe amene amamvetsetsa.
Popeza ndinali ndi pakati, sindinauze madokotala kalikonse ponena za kusadya zamasamba, ndikumadziŵa bwino lomwe zimene angachite. Ndipo ngati china chake chalakwika, ankafotokoza kuti sindidya nyama. Inde, mkati mwanga ndinali ndi nkhawa pang'ono za momwe mwana wanga akuchitira, kaya anali ndi zonse zokwanira, ndikulota kubereka mwana wathanzi wathanzi, kotero kuti mafunso onse amatha okha. Koma pakati pa nkhawa zanga panali kutsimikizika kuti sikungakhale koyipa, makamaka popeza lingaliro la chakudya monga kuphatikiza kwa mapuloteni, mafuta ndi chakudya ndi ochepa.
Chakudya, choyamba, ndi mphamvu yochenjera yomwe imatidyetsa, ndipo tiyenera kusamala osati zomwe timadya, komanso momwe timaphika, ndi maganizo otani, mumlengalenga.
Tsopano ndine mayi wamng'ono, ndife opitirira pang'ono miyezi 2, ndipo ndikuyembekezadi kuti wamasamba wina akukula m'banja mwathu! Sindinasangalale kwambiri ndi momwe madokotala amapangira zakudya kwa iwo omwe akuyamwitsa. Malangizo awa nthawi zina amatsutsana kwambiri.
Ndinaganiza zomvera mumtima mwanga. Tonse sitidziwa momwe tingakhalire, timasokonezeka pakusankha. Koma mukalowa mkati, Mukumpempha Mulungu, Mukumuuza: "Sindikudziwa ndekha; Chilichonse chidzapitirira monga mwa nthawi zonse, ndipo mwana amene anabadwa m’mimba amakulira kumeneko mwa chisomo cha Mulungu chokha. Choncho Mulungu akule mopitirira, padziko lapansi. Ife ndife zida Zake zokha; Iye amagwira ntchito kupyolera mwa ife.
Chifukwa chake, musakhale achisoni kapena kudzizunza nokha ndi kukayikira momwe mungachitire izi kapena izo. Inde, mukhoza kulakwitsa, chisankhocho chingakhale cholakwika, koma chidaliro pamapeto pake chimapambana. Ndinadabwa ndi funso la amayi anga lakuti: “Simumasiyira munthu ufulu wosankha?!” Ndikudabwa kuti ndi chisankho chanji chomwe timapatsa ana tikakankhira mipira ya nyama ndi soseji mwa iwo? Ana ambiri amakana chakudya cha nyama, iwo sanaipitsidwebe ndipo amamva zinthu zobisika kwambiri. Ndikudziwa zitsanzo zambiri zotere. Ndizosautsa kuti m'dera lathu malingaliro olondola a zakudya zopatsa thanzi sangavomerezedwe. Posachedwapa tidzakumana ndi mavuto ndi sukulu ya mkaka, sukulu… Mpaka pano, ndilibe chidziwitso pa izi. Monga zidzakhalire? Ndikudziwa chinthu chimodzi, kuti ndichita zonse zomwe ndingathe kuti ndipatse mwana wanga mwayi wokhala ndi moyo wozindikira.
Julia Shidlovskaya