“Simungathe kukonda munthu m’modzi kwambiri. Ngakhale ndi amayi ako." Mu Epulo, paziwonetsero zazikulu za mizinda ina, mutha kuwonabe "Lonjezo Pambandakucha" - kutengera mosamalitsa buku la Romain Gary lonena za chikondi chachikulu, chowononga komanso chowononga.
Mayi amakonda mwana wake. Mwankhanza, mwachikondi, mogontha. Modzipereka, mokakamiza, kudziiwala. Amayi amalota za tsogolo lake lalikulu: adzakhala wolemba wotchuka, msilikali, kazembe wa ku France, wogonjetsa mitima. Amayi akukuwa maloto awo mpaka msewu wonse. Msewu ukuseka ndi kuseka poyankha.
Mwanayo amakonda amayi ake. Mofulumira, monjenjemera, modzipereka. Kuyesera movutikira kutsatira malangizo ake. Amalemba, amavina, amaphunzira kuwombera, amatsegula akaunti ya kupambana kwachikondi. Sikuti ali ndi moyo - m'malo mwake, amayesa kulungamitsa ziyembekezo zomwe zimayikidwa pa iye. Ndipo ngakhale kuti poyamba amalota kukwatiwa ndi amayi ake ndi kupuma mozama, “lingaliro lakuti amayi adzafa zonse zimene amayembekezera zisanachitike” nlosapiririka kwa iye.
Pamapeto pake, mwanayo amakhala wolemba wotchuka, msilikali, kazembe wa ku France, wogonjetsa mitima. Ndi yekhayo amene akanatha kuyamikira salinso ndi moyo, ndipo sangasangalale nazo ndi kudzikhalira yekha.
Amayi a ngwazi samavomereza mwana wake momwe alili - ayi, amajambula, amapanga chithunzi chabwino kuchokera kwa iye.
Mwanayo adakwaniritsa ndipo sadzakwaniritsa zake - maloto a amayi ake. Iye analonjeza kwa iyemwini kuti "alungamitse nsembe yake, kukhala woyenera chikondi chake." Wodalitsidwa kamodzi ndi chikondi chosweka ndi kulandidwa mwadzidzidzi, amayenera kulakalaka ndikukhala ndi moyo waumasiye. Lembani mawu omwe sangawerenge. Chitani zinthu zomwe iye sangazidziwe.
Ngati mugwiritsa ntchito psychological Optics, «Lonjezo pa Dawn» ikuwoneka ngati nkhani ya chikondi chopanda thanzi. Amayi a ngwazi Nina Katsev (kwenikweni - Mina Ovchinskaya, pawindo - wanzeru Charlotte Gainbourg) savomereza mwana wake monga momwe alili - ayi, amajambula, amapanga chithunzi chabwino kuchokera kwa iye. Ndipo zilibe kanthu kuti zimamutengera chiyani: "Nthawi ina wina akadzanyoza amayi ako, ndikufuna kuti ubweretsedwe pa machira."
Amayi mosakayikira amakhulupirira kuti mwana wake wapambana - ndipo, makamaka, chifukwa cha izi, amakhala zomwe dziko lonse limamudziwa: woyendetsa ndege, kazembe, m'modzi mwa olemba otchuka kwambiri ku France, wopambana kawiri. ya Mphotho ya Goncourt. Popanda kuyesetsa kwake, zolemba zapadziko lonse lapansi zikadataya zambiri ...
Romain Gary anadziwombera ali ndi zaka 66. M’kalata yake yodzipha, iye analemba kuti: “Mukhoza kufotokoza zonse ndi kupsinjika maganizo. Koma pamenepa, ziyenera kukumbukiridwa kuti zakhalapo kuyambira ndili wamkulu, ndipo ndi iye amene adandithandiza kuti ndizitha kulemba bwino.